i need money.... i owe a lot of people food since they bought some stuff for me from canteen.

people are crazy

also, my friend let me use her phone today. i played escape mcdonalds obby and made 2 friends. i love the internet

its stupid they got rid of the game. i remember i used to play the original a lot back in 2017. too bad i dont have my 2017 account anymore (by choice) since i was really dumb and put my full legal name and birthday into my username. :dissapointed:

free cheez-its again and i also have been doing more yume 2kki stuff... lotus waters 4evar. urotsuki also has the same hair color as me, which makes me a little sad since i was planning to dye my hair brown and i like urotsuki. anyways, more YNO 4 me. might update with a photo if i see something cool

also, i got 27 likes on a tweet i made of some art with monoe and monoko.... i heart monoko

got free cheez-its from two people in the past two days. i also have been consistently having the mouse dream lul

not sure why but something about this game makes me feel pure and genuine comfort. i think its forever gonna be apart of me lelel... about it i wanted to get some merch of it. i really want madotsukis sweater, but i promised my friend that i would get her a jirachi plushie which is at least $20 maybe. its cool though, shes nice and its not like i made the money since my mom sent me $40 she owed me for food and selling some of my stuff. after i spend the 20 ill have about 40 left so i think that should be enough for a sweater like that. :happy:

my birthday is in exactly a month... i hope i get my permit soon. i dont think im gonna be allowed to drive after though because insurance is really expensive. its okay though, i dont like going out much anyways. i mostly just like to stay inside, code, and play video games so it's not a huge issue for me to not be able to drive wherever. i buy all my stuff online aswell, so its not like i need to go out... apart from that stuff i guess the only thing i miss out on from not driving is not being able to see my friends or get a real job. :sad:

getting a real job would be sad though.... i dont want to stand and serve random people at a mcdonalds 8 hours a day, and i dont want to restock things, and i dont want to deal with annoying and weird people everyday. ill have to get over it eventually, though.

on another note, ive been reading american psycho. its good. it made me realize how stupid people are now. seeing people online praise patrick bateman shows how media illiterate people have become, and it makes me lose faith in people sometimes. i know some people arent like that though, so i still try to maintain hope in humanity- especially since the friends i have now are a lot like me and understand me- because ive seen how there are people that are still understanding and kind in a weird world full of weird people.